just me???

I would be lying if I said I am happy it won't be just me & Sadie anymore... ok that doesn't sound quite right. Am I alone in thinking that having just one little sidekick is the best? Seriously I feel like we've both got it down so good, we can head out for the day and are soo happy to do whatever the 2 of us do. Sometimes it's just good ol errands, grocery shopping, stopping in at the mall, getting a treat, going swimming, or meeting up with friends. No matter what it is it seems easy for the most part and fun. I suppose I fear the unknown, & right now 2 is still the unknown.

I am also experiencing a little bit of that anxious feeling of ughhh.... it will never be the same. Did I make the most of our little time together? I know it sounds ridiculous. But perhaps that explains the fact that in the last week I have been getting all "Sadie isn't your mom the best" as we painted, made and played playdough both for the first time, did other crafty things, took her to a little music class, had her book club friends over, planned a little Valentines get together, asked for a few more cuddles and read an extra book or two at bedtime(I don't think I really did that, but now that she is sleeping it seems like a nice thought). Right now me and 2 kids seems like a lot to handle, going to groceries suddenly sounds overwhelming and becomes a chore rather than a fun outing. Did I mention I went to the zoo today too. Enough mom bragging the other moms I went with had 3 kids with them, so I say wahoo hats off to them.

She looks so content to just do her thing. Hoping she will find good ways to entertain herself when it really counts.

I totally think this picture looks like a school photo, it was self posed.

I guess I will continue to make the most of the next couple months and try not to let this growing baby slow me down just yet. I really have pretty much nothing to complain about as far as pregnancy goes. I overheard Ryan on the phone to a friend the other day and in response to the question of how is the family and such doing Ryan said something like, " yeah she's good, other than a little tired, she is pretty much made to have babies." So there ya have it, spoken like a true husband eh. Who by the way does not pay attention at all to when this baby is suppose to come, as in he thought it was in March?? ughhh what's another month right?

I am sure I will say it every time I go up to Edmonton. I like that city. I really do like that mall, it's so great even on a Saturday. Of course fun to see a few people when we go up too.

Sadie doing the pee grab.

I think I somehow managed to look not so pregnant next to Brooke who is due in a month, lucky me for now anyway. Anyway I totally made her take a preggo picture. After harassing her she admitted she has one picture of herself preggo and didn't like it so she deleted it. I suppose she'll be laughing when I'm still large and she is just cuddling a new babe.